My abortion was a hard decision, but one I needed to make

My abortion was a hard decision, but one I needed to make. At 5 months pregnant I had an abortion. It was a hard decision. It saddened me at the time to make this decision, especially since I was so far along, but I acted as if I was okay. Now I think about it all the time. I have a lot of “What If” thoughts. I get emotional when I see a baby. I don’t know what to do. I can’t pretend it’s okay any longer. I googled help after abortion and Support After Abortion came up. I contacted them through their website, and someone got back to me immediately. They let me know I wasn’t alone and that what I was feeling was common. I feel like I can breathe again. They are going to help me.